Updated intro text
Getty Ritter
9 years ago
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There are three reasons I'm starting |
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2 | There are three reasons I'm starting this blog. | |
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4 | Number one: I want to force myself to write on a regular | |
5 | basis, mostly regardless of content. It's striking to me that I am | |
6 | very used to \em{writing}—I probably write a novel's worth on various | |
4 | Number one: I want to force myself to write in a concerted, focused | |
5 | way, even on smaller or irrelevant topics. It's striking to me that I am | |
6 | very used to writing in the abstract—I probably write a novel's worth on various | |
7 | 7 | chat services every week or so—but when I start to do long-form |
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writing, I tend to |
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8 | writing, I tend to overthink things, get bogged down in details, | |
9 | 9 | and then give up.\ref{blog} |
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15 | 15 | me feel less excited about writing new things there. |
16 | 16 | } |
17 | 17 | So \em{reason one} for this blog is that it's a |
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place for me to \em{practice} writing |
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18 | place for me to \em{practice} writing without feeling like it has | |
19 | to be, well, \em{good}. | |
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20 | Number two: I like to collect weird knowledge, and I like sharing | |
21 | that knowledge: weird theories, strange inventions, | |
22 | niche interests, and so forth. I'm a programming language nerd, | |
23 | and I love off-kilter programming languages. I'm also a | |
24 | natural language nerd, and I love learning about various | |
25 | existing languages and their interesting features. I love history, | |
26 | and cultures and food and all kinds of things. So, \em{reason two} for | |
27 | this blog is that I can try to take all this miscellanea and put | |
28 | it in one place, to have a repository of all of it. | |
21 | Number two: I'm a collector of the weird. I like reading about | |
22 | disproven, disused, or even just forgotten theories, and odd, | |
23 | off-kilter pieces of art or science or literature, and unusual | |
24 | social movements, and everything that could be categorized as | |
25 | esoterica. I have a set of favorite etymologies and a set of | |
26 | favorite conspiracy theories and a set of favorite esoteric | |
27 | programming languages, and I've done reading about | |
28 | a whole slew of odd topics, but especially food and language | |
29 | and notations and just plain weirdness. So \em{reason two} for | |
30 | this blog is that I can try to take all this miscellanea and | |
31 | throw it into a place that's not just my head. | |
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30 | 33 | Number three: I'll probably write a lot about computers—I am, |
31 | 34 | after all, a computer scientist—and in part, it's because I've |
32 | 35 | started to notice something unusual about my own relationship |
33 | 36 | with computers. In contrast to many programmers I talk to, |
34 | \em{I'm still excited about computers}. I | |
35 | remember that joy and excitement I felt like when I first started | |
36 | learning to program, or when I first learned interesting new | |
37 | languages or found interesting new algorithms. And sometimes | |
38 | \em{I still feel that}. On the other hand, many of the programmers | |
39 | and computer scientists that I talk to regularly seem to have an | |
40 | attitude of resignation and sadness about computers. This isn't | |
41 | entirely unexpected: the field has a staggeringly large number | |
42 | of problems, both in technical areas and in cultural areas, and | |
43 | it's easy to get sad about the state of computers today. | |
37 | \em{I'm still excited about computers}. There's a particular | |
38 | kind of joy and excitement you get when you first learn how to | |
39 | program, when you first explore a fascinating algorithm or | |
40 | learn a different kind of language and start making things | |
41 | happen on your screen. It feels like magic. | |
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43 | I think for a | |
44 | lot of people, that feeling tends to fade over time, once you | |
45 | look into the guts of the machine and you notice all the | |
46 | cut corners and awkward edges that exist in our modern computering | |
47 | environments, | |
48 | to say nothing of the even worse state of the culture and | |
49 | social structures that surround computers. We have amazing | |
50 | underlying ideas that we've obscured with layers of cruft | |
51 | and a thick forest of hacks, argued over with fervor by | |
52 | cliques of short-sighted super-specialists who don't know what | |
53 | history their craft has (to say nothing of the insights | |
54 | they'd gain from it), all deployed in the service of widespread | |
55 | surveillance both public and private, or at least in the service | |
56 | of blandly Objectivist reimaginings of existing service companies | |
57 | with a thin veneer of web-view disguising the same old greedy | |
58 | hucksters selling the same old snake oil. It's not hard to get | |
59 | disillusioned. | |
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45 | 61 | Certainly, it's important to be aware of those problems—but |
46 | 62 | I also think that if we're ever going to iron out those problems, |
47 | 63 | we need to be motivated by excitement and not resignation or |
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anger. |
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64 | anger. We need to recapture and relive that excitement, so we | |
65 | can build a new world motivated not by greed and exclusion but | |
66 | by joy and wonder. | |
67 | So \em{reason three} for this blog is that I can try, | |
49 | 68 | in whatever little way, to share a little bit of my excitement |
50 | 69 | for the future of computers. |